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Songs:
*~Farewell~*
The way I felt
Has come and gone
Many years have passed
Since you last
Told me
I love you
And the tears I have cried
Ran down my cheeks
And came to lie
The spirits fly
Through the clouds
So graceful and swift
They make me wonder
If I were to look
Into your eyes, so deep
They tell me what your heart cannot
Or rather what you wont admit
You deny
Never telling me why
So now I must say good-bye
Farewell
Im letting my heart
Call it a day
Though, before
You say good-bye
To yesterday
I hope that you are happy
In whatever you will do
I wish that you'll remember
Remember me
Even if you say our love is through
You must remember, darling
That I-------
Will always love you
And still I------
Cant help loving you
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Poems:
*~Goodbye~*
Please, do not leave me
Alone on this cruel earth
To wallow in my pity and sorrow
To pray that there will be no tomorrow
Oh, how I wish you would open your eyes one last time
Just so I can look at you and tell you what I feel
Though you may not hear me I wish to say out loud
I love you entirely, through the darkest storm clouds
You are my everything, and have always been
And though I may have already told you before
I still wish to, to say that my love is true
Even though you cannot reply,
I wish you could tell me if you love me too
Before I am left alone and do not know that your love was true as well
And as I look down upon you
You seem so content and peaceful
Its as if you are telling me that you will be fine
That you have loved me and always will until the end of time
So, for the last time, I brush the hair from your brow
It seems as if its impossible for me to let go now
And I sit down next to you putting my hand on your chest to feel your heart
It is still beating and breath is still being drawn in and out of you,
As it used to do, when you could talk to me day in and day out
Oh, my love how I wish you could speak to me one last time
I can no longer hear the sweet sound of your breath
Your chest is becoming still beneath my shaky hand
I know this is the end now, though I so wish it was not
So, I say my final farewell
I hope you become as much an angel as you were in life,
That someday I will reunite with you
Where the sun always shines and the sky is forever blue
I love you, dearest
No matter what I do
Where ever you may be going,
What ever you may do,
Remember always and forever,
That I love you
~thinlhachwen~
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*~Lost~*
Every hour, of every day I think of you
And into the night, and forever, my feelings come shining through
Though, you shall never know it, I love you
I feel your presence upon me while I dream about you, my one and only
But as I wake, youre never there, I am forever lonely
I am always lost, I dont know myself anymore
I skip all opportunities knocking on destiny's door
For all I can think of is you, and nothing more
Where once I walked, a path I knew, it had never led me to you
Though, as I roamed off-course I found a forbidden garden and within, a pool
And as I looked upon the reflection cast, I saw someone, someone whom I could never have
And as I realized the truth, I wandered farther from the trail
As darkness and despair crept at no avail
While I lay awake, I pondered over what I was to do
Shall I stay, tormented for the love of you?
And walk away from the light, and the path I once knew?
Or shall I go back and live an empty life? And only walk the blazed trail?
I had decided, I walked farther into the void until I came to see
The sunlight shining through the black from behind a giant tree
I can keep my love until the end of time for you, my dear
So, now I want to shout it out for the whole world to hear
My love is honest,
My love is true,
My love is all for someone, my sweet
And that someone is you.
~thinlhachwen~
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*~Reflection~*
Standing here with the needle in my arm
Waiting for the poison to kick in
Thinking this, is, for me the one, and final "the end"
Darkness has not yet availed me
So, why now would it when I'm on the brink of death?
Nobody ever truly cared, no one ever will
So, why is it now that I am feeling so much doubt and regret?
Images of a happier time cross my troubled mind, and I cringe
Longing for that simple time, caught all in one convincing image
For once, and the last time, a smile covers my face
And I want to come back to my life, I wanted to get rid of the space
The space between my heart, and those of the ones that I once knew
I would have started over, been loyal and been true
As I sat up, to make my dream come true,
I realized something that I could not undo
I had made the choice to forfeit my life
To never have to feel the pain or sorrow of everyday like the stinging of a knife
And now I realized that I could not turn back now,
My action could not be taken back, and if it could, I didnt know how
And as I lay in sorrow for what to me, the poison in me would do,
I write this to anyone who wishes to end their misery, and though their wish is true,
You will regret it, even though you think you wont, but once you do,
There will be no turning back, the pain will take you
You will want to cry and beg the lord for you not to die
You will want your life to be given back to you
There is no way to spare me today,
So, I write this to you
Dont kill yourself, though you think its the right thing to do
I thought that at first, but that is the reason that right now, I do not walk with you.
~thinlhachwen~
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*~Possessive~*
He will never be
To you what he is to me
You dont know what its like to love
And not be loved in return
But I would still not ever give up the feeling
Of being entranced by his voice, his smile, his laugh
You can never take that from me no matter what you do
There's nothing you can do to me! Kill me! Stab me! Shoot me!
I love him and always will until the end of time
Even death could not disturb the calm waters that are my love
Why dont you just back off before I prove to you what I would do to you for the love of him!
And one time I even thought it would be better to give up and concede to you
And it's all because the weight of the world is on my shoulders and I think my neck is breaking
I thought I should give up rather than fighting
But then I asked myself "what am I doing?"
Is this not the man that I would jump under the gun and die for?
So, I picked myself up from my sorry state and claimed what was mine
Now, you know that my love is true
My love is saved for my one and only
You cannot dull it, break it or scar it
Because with true love, comes a promise too
That you will care for your lover no matter what you do
So, that which you have so vainly tried to spoil
Will always live on in me, over all obstacles
For I love him always,
The love is mine,
No matter what you may try to prove
Beside all that you may find,
I shall love him until the end of time
~thinlhachwen~
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